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Chapter 101 - Chapter 101

Y/N:" Jungkook can I tell you a secret that you can't tell anyone."

Jungkook POV

Jungkook:" I promise you I won't."

Y/N:" I hate talking about this but when I was younger I was very fat."

Jungkook:" I've seen you a bit chubby and your still cute."

Y/N:" No, when I was on 3rd grade I was already 135 lbs. I was a bit taller than the people around me age and everyone would call me Ox Y/N."

Jungkook:" Ox Y/N."

Jimin told me about this. She doesn't like to bring up this topic. I thought she would never bring this up to me.

Y/N:" Yeah... I ate everything, when I was sad, happy or not even hungry I would eat. My mom and dad thought I was their cute Chubby princess, but at school I would get into fights or get bully from other students."

Jungkook:" How can they bully someone like you. You have a caring personality."

Y/N:" You might say that but even though I was fat, for me to get in less fights I would act tuff. My parents where always busy and was embarrassed to be seen out in public with me. The last time they celebrated my birthday with me was then I was 4. I had family over and everyone would be there for me."

Jungkook:" Is that why you...."

Y/N:" After that, my parents started working many other jobs and weren't able to even make it home at night. I always told myself that many other kids have a worst life than what I have right now, but that lie could only last so long. So I really never had a good birthday after that. Every year was the same and everyone would do there own things and forget about me. Like Lisa, Taehyung, Jimin and Jin would say happy birthday to me and I'm grateful. But, the one thing I really wanted was to be acknowledged for that day. After I started 5th grade I was 175 lbs and wasn't healthy. I was depressed at such a young age and was always being called out Ox Y/N. Being told that I was ugly, I was fat, and that I smelled. Other girls would call me Pig, and give me their lunches saying that a pig should eat left overs."

Jungkook:" If you feel uncomfortable talking about this then you don't need to. I don't want to see you cry or get upset about these awful things that they said."

Y/N:" I want you to know the real Y/N before you met me. This is all in the past now so I don't need to worry about it anymore."

Jungkook:" I don't want to see you cry."

Y/N:" I know, but if I think back to the pass too. Jin was my hero back then. He would help me and protect me, even though many people called him four eyes and Oxy F."

Jungkook:" What is that supposed to mean?"

Y/N:" Oxy F want a name meant for me. They called Jin ox food. Back then even though I looked tuff and big, inside I was sad a hurt. Yoongi, was in a different school so I couldn't run to him for any help. The teacher there didn't like me either because I was fat and would also call me that name and whenever I got introuble with other students. They would put the blame on me and I would be the one to take the punishment. I still remember what a female teacher told me, and embarrassed me in 6th grade.

// Flash back //

Teacher:" Your a fat a** ox. You are 5 times bigger than him! Why are you always starting up trouble, when you get older nobody will ever marry you because your fat! It's raining out side, your punishment is to stand out there till your two classes are over."

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