~ Most of u might be knowing this one, but still for the newbies ~
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Plot : Meet Jon Dare, your every day's 25 years old who one day wakes up in Honorhall Orphanage in the city of Riften in the Kingdom of Skyrim. He reincarnated in his favorite game 19 years before the start of the game's events. Armed with knowledge about the future and full potential in Magic, Combat and Voice, the Nord kid will set out from Riften to find himself becoming a Hero way before the start of the game events.
Chapter 1
The Most Immersive VR
Ever since the first Virtual Reality games appeared on the gaming scene. The 'Full Dive Virtual Reality' became technology's next target.
And in 2020, it finally happened!
Every gamer dreamed of this moment for a bloody long time.
The FDVR gaming sets and software started flooding the market after a massive advertising campaign throughout the world.
FDVR technology allows a person's consciousness to transfer into the game world.
Millions of gaming fans, scratch that, Millions of gaming fanatics, invaded the stores that sell the console of their dreams.
I've seen people fighting each other over their turns in the lines. They mostly got carried away by the dream of gaming with such an advanced piece of tech.
What a bother! As an old gamer who spent many years playing RPGs, I also decided that I need to take this to the extreme and awaken my old gaming ghost from his slumber.
I'll play that game once again, the game that was released in my years of high school and stole most of my time and money 'The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim'.
One may wonder, that's an offline single-player game! Am I going all this way to this store and standing in this damnable heat under the burning summer sun of Egypt, just to buy a single FDVR Headset for an offline single-player game?
Hell Yes! I am.
And before you start judging. I just want to say that I suck at MMOs.
Seriously, too many idiots gathered in one place trying to do the same boring quests over and over again between PVE and PVP to all this madness.
I just can't stand it.
To me, they are not enjoyable at all, and most of them lack the good story that makes the player fall in love with the game and its lore, to research the realism and immersion, and to discuss the game world online and build theories about it. That's how I enjoy the game.
And also as a personal reason when it comes to MMOs, I don't have any special skills or anything to stand out or make friends, I am your average gamer who plays just for fun.
By the way, I am a lawyer, and I work my ass in a law firm that consumes me as a slave laborer.
Sigh! Go to law school, they said, be a public prosecutor and horde money, they said.
Damn it to hell! All I wanna do now is just to relax and play Skyrim.
What a pain!
Skyrim has been published for years and it seems that 'Bethesda' (the game company) barely graced us with a teaser trailer for the sixth part of the franchise.
[A/N: This was written in 2018, if by any chance TES: VI was released before 2020 then it will get edited.]
Seriously now, 'Ubisoft' (another company) is publishing an 'Assassin's Creed' game every year, while Skyrim is surviving all this long because of its freedom and depth, but more importantly, it is thanks to the outstanding efforts that was put into the 'mods' by the 'modders'. As well as some official side projects like 'Skyrim: Special Edition' and 'Skyrim: Virtual Reality'.
They also published 'Skyrim: Full Dive Virtual Reality'. It's the reason why I am standing here after all.
Speaking of the 'mods' (the term stands for 'modifications'), they are DLC like content that overhauls the gameplay or expands the world. Modders usually upload their mods free or with a charge on the internet.
Forget the game company's mods, they stink, and you have to pay for them, what kind of weird fetish is that?
Basically, we Skyrim players download our mods mainly from NexusMods, where Skyrim has more than 57,000 mods last time I checked two years ago. And if that is not enough for you, then what else is?
The mods are they pride and joy of us Skyrim Players, they are basically about anything and everything, from weapons and magic mods to remodeling game mechanics mods, to graphics replacing mods, there are even adult content mods.
Anyway, everyone and their mothers can find whatever mods they fancy.
I am a graphics fanatic, so I go mostly with 200+ mods in a gameplay that are mostly all about changing how the Skyrim world looks like.
What a time to be alive! I can make good old Skyrim into some Korean MMO if I wanted to. But there is an unwritten rule when it comes to modding Skyrim, it is "Before looks, comes immersion". That is what our Lord and Savior 'The Immersive Lord MxR' taught us.
Enough about me remembering all that basic knowledge now. This damn line of people is barely advancing and my turn is coming nearer and nearer.
Let's just stop raising flags for now. Also, when one should spray in this goddamn heat, it's suffocating.
After a long struggle, and thank God that the shop has an air conditioner, I bought the gaming set of my dreams. I almost fainted from happiness but my financial status can't allow me to ruin this suit now. I know should have gone home and changed before I come here but the line was not that crowded yet so I took the chance.
Now, I am ready to hit the road home. I also should stop thinking about playing so much. that can be considered raising a flag too.
While thinking about it, I was walking and about to cross the narrow street, that's when I heard a very unpleasant and uncalled for the sound of tires screeching against the road.
My mind worked rapidly as I knew what is about to happen.
The legendary Truck-kun is trying to reap my soul!
The sound of tires screeching drew nearer and nearer in a split of a second, and I was about to get pulverized when it reaches me. But at the very last moment, I put all of my strength in my legs and leap for it to the side of the road while not neglecting the duty of safekeeping the FDVR set I just bought.
Thankfully, I managed to avoid the crisis by a hair's width. I also was keeping my guard up from any possible vase to crash into my head from the building next to me too.
"Phew, a trip to another world, perfectly avoided!" I said while making a sigh of relief. No reincarnation for me today.
I took a look at the source of the noise and to my disappointment, it was not anything scary.
It was just a tuk-tuk!
What is a tuk-tuk you ask?
Well, it's what you call an "auto rickshaw" which is very popular in India. The tri wheels motorbike that pulls a carriage.
We have that in Egypt too.
While I was looking with disappointment at the tuk-tuk, the driver hurriedly got out and apologized to me. The onlookers were giving him some cold gazes.
This guy was rushing in a narrow street, after all, most tuk-tuk drivers are unlicensed and reckless anyway.
Thinking about it, I came to the conclusion. 'The best way to avoid getting hit by a tuk-tuk is to be the tuk-tuk itself.'
I smiled at the driver and said 'It's Alright' with a friendly face. As long as he reflects on his actions, there was no need to scold him. Or maybe because I was in a hurry to play the game and didn't have time to argue about it.
I asked him for a ride home just to get this problem over, everything went smoothly after that as the tuk-tuk stopped under my apartment.
I took out 10 Egyptian Pound note but the driver strongly refused and asked me to consider the ride as an apology.
Wow! What a nice guy! Seriously, you might not know this, but tuk-tuk drivers are mostly thugs around these parts.
When the guy noticed my amazement, he puts on a smile and mentioned that he is a science school graduate, but just like most of his kind in this sorry excuse of a system, he couldn't find a job that suits his diploma, and due to his need of money he does some small jobs here and there.
This is not something strange and I can relate to him, I am a law school graduate and not too much better than him. Lawyers' careers here have more downs than ups. Also, we are not sexually attractive so we don't live long anyway.
The tuk-tuk driver and I got into a 'who is more unlucky competition' and started to lament on the past. As people who shared some tragedies, we found each other's best friends before we even know it.
After the short conversation, we exchanged phone numbers and said our farewells. each on his way.
I head to the pavement while saying Salam (hey) to the butcher's son in their shop next to the building entrance.
Proceeding through the entrance, I smelled the stink of a cat. It is probably the cat that always sneaks into the entrance and made it its lair.
Well, whatever her highness wants! I am a cat person myself and it's not like the stink will kill me or anything. I mean, we have a butcher next door so the smell is already ruined.
I tried to interact with the cat but I got splendidly ignored. The cat scratches her neck with her rear leg with flexibility and walks away. I normally get ignored if I don't give her something to eat.
Sigh!
This cat! What an adorable tsundere!
Forget that now! To the elevator, or what I call 'The Hell Lift', as it resembles a narrow coffin with the length of a meter and the width of a half. I press the most unlucky number in the world '13'.
Chapter 2
LINKU STARTU!
As I entered my apartment, I saw my roommates lazing around doing a zero nothing.
Why am I not surprised?
Other than the holy sanctum (my room), this apartment needs to be cleansed by the pure fires and flames.
What a mess!
Let's forget that for now because it is introduction time!
Ehem!
From the room that has a balcony and yet no view to the sea, weighing over 120 KGs, he is an accountant in some big company's warehouse, I introduce to you... 'Fatty'!
And on the opposite couch, sits the one who resides in the dark room next to the kitchen, weighing less than 80 KGs, he is a 6th-year medical school student, I introduce to you... 'Four-Eyes'!
Those are my roomies and friends from ages, if one just can ignore the amount of laziness the can radiate just by their existing around.
Fatty is an accountant so he's not much better off than me, and Four-eyes is still a student.
It meant that the three of us is in a critical financial state.
Still, since we are all of the same age, we tend to be on friendly terms, unless when it comes to our anime's favorite genres. From what I know, they are greater perverts than I am.
Fatty is a lolicon to the core, and shitty Four-eyes is even weirder! He sometimes brings bones back home saying he is going to study them. Study my ass! These are someone's bones you bastard! If I didn't know what Necrophilia is, I would have thought he was attempting some sort of Necromantic rituals.
Although these guys have their flaws, they too have been through complications that lead them here.
While saying 'What's up' to the crew, they noticed the FDVR set in my hands and their eyes lit up. I told them beforehand that I was going to buy it but they thought that the sets will sell out before I even get to the store.
Now that I have the device in my very hands, without any dignity or honor, they immediately offered their respect while cupping their hands as if we are in some Chinese Novel and also decided to call me 'Boss', all that if I agreed to grace them with trying out the FDVR set.
The amount of shamelessness that dwells within them is quite admirable. Well, these guys are my friends, so I am not really against it.
Anyway, there is something more important right now.
"Comrade Four-Eyes, is it done?"
"Yes, Boss. Preparations are complete, we are ready for the launch!"
"Good man! Comrade Fatty, I hope you don't fail me this time once again!"
"...Eh! Sorry, Boss!"
"So you did fail me."
"I will go right away, Boss!"
He took his keys and ran to the door.
"Bring some coffee on the way back."
"Understood, Boss!"
Sigh!
And he goes to his task.
Anyway, the complete preparations meant something very important so I headed to my PC and checked the Download Tasks.
Hehehe!
Here it is! Bethesda's newest release is 100% completely downloaded!
Skyrim FDVR!
"Hail Boss!"
"At ease Comrade Four-Eyes, we still have more work to do."
Yes. The work is still far from over!
'Why?' one may wonder.
Pretty simple!
I am not playing this game with no mods.
My precious immensely immersive immersion mods.
I can pretty much guess how the game will look like without them, and I don't want to see those scary original game meshes, faces, and textures in my FDVR experience.
That is why I'll have to take care of that with lots and lots mods.
My next task is simple! First, I'll visit the NexusMods website and download all the goodies that I don't have right now. I have pretty much all the essential and the famous mods, but since the FDVR technology has very high capabilities and uses the brain as the area of operation instead of the computer's CPU, I can operate more mods than usual without worrying about crashing the game.
After all, the human brain has the capability and capacity to process the data subconsciously faster than any computer.
The second task I have to do is to clean all the dirty plugins, install the animations, and sort the mods' load order. This is a basic routine for Skyrim players, as we can't just leave anything to crash on our heads.
In other words, it's going to get busy, so I guess I'll have to take my time.
I can't really recall my entire mod list, but there are some particular ones that can't be easily missed.
A mod like 'Skyrim HD' is a must.
'Sky UI' for modding the game menus and also a mod that one can't simply play the game without it.
'Immersive Armors' and 'Immersive Weapons' for various weapons and armors.
A body enhancer such as 'CBBE' or 'UNP'.
'Static Meshes and Improvements' for making everything more detailed.
'Enhanced Lighting and FX' for interior lights and 'Climates of Tamriel' of exterior lights.
'Skyrim Flora Overhaul' for the sake of natural beauty.
And these are just some of the mods. There are around 500 mods in my arsenal by now, mostly for the sake of realism and immersion.
Other than immersion, I also seek the gameplay mods
My gameplay mods are not that complicated because I am a classic player, so my gaming style is not about using all what the game has to offer. Rather I play as a certain class, even though I have the ability to play with every option there is.
The major 'Classes' in Skyrim are the Warrior, the Mage, and the Thief. The 'Skills' in Skyrim are a total of eighteen skills.
3 classes and 18 skills, may seem rather few for an RPG, but that isn't really the case here.
The game offers a high amount of freedom in choosing whatever Skill you want, so players can create their own classes.
Simplicity itself!
One can make a mix between these skills that can be called a 'Build', such as the 'Spellblade' which allows the player to use both magic and melee weapons. This, however, will force the player to give up the left hand for spell casting and devote the right hand to use a melee weapon. In other words, the player won't be able to use the blocking moves.
This was just an example.
Back to the skills, the skills are divided under their respective class.
-Warrior skills are: Two-hand Weapons, One-hand Weapons, Archery, Blocking, Heavy Armor, and Smithing.
-Mage skills are: Alteration, Conjuration, Destruction, Enchanting, Illusion, and Restoration.
-Thief skills are: Alchemy, Light Armor, Speech, Sneak, Pickpocket, and Lockpicking.
Each skill has its 'Perk Tree' that offer 'Perks', a passive skill that can be unlocked with 'Perk Points'. One can gain a single perk point per level and the only way to level up is to use the skills.
Once a skill rose to a certain point it will give the player a 'Skill Advancement' and once the players have a certain amount of 'Skill Advancements' they will 'Level Up'.
A skill has 100 levels cap which is rather inconvenient, so there comes a great mod called "Skyrim -Community- Uncapper" which removes this inconvenience.
Back to the classes, mixing some skills can make what is called 'Builds' as mentioned before. Other great examples are Paladins, Assassins, Warlocks, and more.
Paladins use One-handed, Heavy armor and Restoration to give players more of a holy-type experience.
Assassins use Archery, Sneak, and One-handed to kill their targets from a distance, or up close and personal.
Warlocks use Conjuration and Illusion to command their armies and summon creatures to help them.
Here comes another inconvenience. The 'Necromancers' 'Summoners' are a bit weak due to the limit on summoning and raising the dead which is restricted to only one creature, and until the players reach the Level 100 in Conjuration, they can raise and summon two creatures.
It's one of the game flaws, in my opinion, so using a mod like 'Multiple Summons' by Kanguilla can easily fix that problem in a very immersive way that doesn't break the game, unlike the other multiple summoning mods. It increases the number of summons relying on the 'Skill Rank'. The 'Mage Skills' have 5 ranks, so its max number is 6 summons.
'Pure Mages' are the masters of Destruction, so adding a mod like "Apocalypse" that adds 155 spells to the game that are totally balanced, lore-friendly and immersive.
"Balanced Magic" is a mod that makes magic more powerful as the skill's level goes up as well as some other features.
'Thieves' can be 'Assassins' and 'Hunters' but some players add Illusion magic to the mix and make some sort of 'Night Blade' build.
After recalling all that, I noticed something interesting on the Nexus home page
A new mod that was released just yesterday, it's a 'Quest mod' called "Origins of The Lost". And the description of the mod is very interesting.
It adds a backstory to the character depending on its race, it has three backstories for the human, the elf, and the beast races.
I just saw it on the front page in Nexus and really got amazed by it, there are mods that tried to do something like that in the past but this mod has quests and voice acting so it will be a top 'Quest' mod for sure, I definitely have to add it and try it out.
All in all, that's what Skyrim is all about. Mixing mods, perks, and skills made this game is so much fun and never gets old.
I mean look at it, it's 2020 already and the game is officially 10 years old, still, it's as lively and popular as ever.
Away from the Nexus there are some mods that come from 'LoversLab', these are the '+18 mods' that everyone know and love, Amorous Adventures and SOS (Sch***gs of Skyrim) as well as OSA and Osex, one can guess pretty much what are these mods about, I don't have weird fetishes so no more than that.
[A/N: There will be some naughty content in the future so buckle up.]
(E/N: Yikes.)
While looking at my mod list, or what I would rather call 'Mod Arsenal', with satisfaction, the loading was pretty much at its end. All what is left is using the tools to install the animation, sort the load order and clean the dirty plugins.
Looking at the window, I found that it was already sunset. I went up to answer the 'call of nature'.
Looking at the time, it's around 6 pm and Fatty hasn't returned yet, his task was to buy us some fancy dinner. Today we are celebrating of course, so some Pizza or Kushari won't do our financial situation any harm.
While thinking about that, I went the balcony to watch the setting sun and the pink to orange horizon, smelling the sea breeze from the 13th floor is a blessing no matter how you say about the neighborhood.
'Alexandria' is always this nice in summer and the scenery of 'Castle Qaitbay' with the sea is charming as ever.
Now now! It's not the time to get sentimental!
Looking back at the screen, everything is already done!
Yep! Let's connect the VR device.
I read the instruction from the manual, and it was surprisingly easy, there is a device that connects the headset to the PC and it has a few buttons and lights.
Following the guide, I went through all the steps without any issues.
Ready for it.
"LINKU STARTU!"
Chapter 3
The Infinite Loading Screen
I sat on the in front of my PC and relaxed my body, then tilted the chair backward.
Now that I look at it, the FDVR headset looks like the 'NerveGear' from a certain anime.
I felt the smoothness of its design and the softness of the padding inside. It's really a masterpiece, even though this is a commercial grade product. Whoever produced this piece of tech has my utmost respect!
I put the FDVR headset on and looked at it through my phone's front camera.
'Handsome as always me', I thought to myself as I took a selfie. I put the phone away, and closed my eyes, then shouted "LINKU STARTU!!!" in excitement.
As expected, nothing happened!
Well, the only thing that happened was 'Four-eyes' who retorted at me with the word "Idiot!" from outside.
So you have shown your true color Comrade Four-Eyes!
Also, I am not an idiot!
You are the idiot!
Your whole family are idiots!
Seven generations of your ancestors are idiots!
Humph! How about that you necrophiliac bastard!
To tell the truth, I just couldn't hold back myself as my soul is that of a true fanboy.
That is to say, I don't think I am the only one that has done that though, plenty of other idiots roam the under the same heaven too.
Back to the FDVR headset, there are a few precautions one must take note of mentioned in the manual. Things like; maintaining a safe body posture while being in the game, not forcefully plug off the headset from someone's head even though the device is safe and there is no harm, it might have some hangover effects.
It is also noted to not use the device for more than six hours a day, and any more than that will cause the FDVR headset to forcefully log you out.
How very thoughtful!
This device is amazing no matter how you think about it.
After following the instructions, checking, and double checking everything, I readied myself and took a deep breath then laid down on the bed next to my Desktop, stretched my legs in a comfortable way, turned my head in a steady position, and looked at the ceiling.
Couldn't help but grin while pressing the button on the headset.
I closed my eyes and the metallic voice of a countdown started. As the countdown reached zero, my mind sank into the darkness.
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What I saw in front of my eyes was a wondrous space all in black, looking around didn't really tell me where is left or where is right.
Out of nowhere, a thick white text popped into my face.
'Bethesda Studios'
This was scary, next time, I'll add that mod that removes that scarecrow that the company planted here.
After that, some white smoke came from surroundings drawing near and nearer blending in the space.
Strangely, I am breathing, but no type of scent comes to my nose.
I became aware of how does it feel when someone loses their sense of smell, I thought I would smell the smoke but I smelled nothing at all.
It's a very weird and uncomfortable sensation, having to breathe like you are not breathing, it proved many things about the real world smell to me.
What an eye-opener!
Also, I noticed that the rest of the senses are pretty much weaker than usual too.
That was expected. Actually, I heard on the TV that it's natural, due to the difference between the amounts of information between the digital realm and the real realm.
But still, having to experience this myself is quite the feat!
I checked my surroundings once again and I saw a very familiar scenery of a dragon emblem made of metal that has few cracks. The dragon is the Imperial Dragon, the symbol of the Empire from the game.
Beneath the dragon on right was a smaller symbol of the game company and on the right of the dragon appeared to be a few words materializing midair.
They are as followed:-
-New
-Load
-Credit
-Quit
Everything seems to be in place!
I tried to select the 'New' select option, only to notice that I have no hand.
The hell?
So it was like this!
If I remember correctly, I have to use my mentality to move the marker between choices.
So let's give it a try now!
Actually, it's a piece of cake, me moving around the dark space a while ago was done using my mentality too.
So that's how things work.
Switching between the options for practice, I choose 'New' and confirm for the confirmation message.
From this point, things should go smoothly, but a message box appeared, looking at the box I realized it was not something from the game.
Then it got to be a mod.
[Thanks for choosing our mod 'Origins of the Lost'. This mod will take your primary character information before you start. You can choose appearance later in the gameplay.]
[-Continue-]
Oh, it was that mod. I forgot to read how it works and immersed myself in the overall details, silly me!
Still, for it to work like that! Impressive.
There is only one choice anyway so let's be done with it.
First, it asked about the 'Race'.
Races in Skyrim are categorized into ten different races but they are basically Humans, Elves, and Beasts.
The Humans are Nords, Imperials, Redguards, and Bretons.
Nords are Skyrim natives, strong, proud and beautiful people. They mostly reassemble the Vikings.
Imperials come from The Cyrodilic Empire, they are good in both magic and combat. They reassemble the Roman.
Redguards are the natives of Hammerfell, who are natural warriors and they resemble both Arabs and Africans.
Bretons are the natives of High Rock, who has elven ancestry and like elves strong in magic. They are a bit shorter than most Humans but they are the closest race to Europeans.
Elves are High Elves, Dark Elves, Wood Elves, and Orcs.
High Elves are from Summerset Isle, and they are naturally gifted in the arcane arts. Tall, long living and arrogant folk with a bit of golden skin and pointy ears.
Wood Elves are from Valenwood, they're known for their excellent talent in marksmanship and taming animals. They are the closest to your typical elves from the movies and they are much better in manners.
Dark Elves are from Morrowind east to Skyrim, they are strong battle mages. They are not as haughty as the High Elves but their nobels are a true pain in the ass.
Orcs, who are counted as elves, are a cursed race of elves, they are gifted in battle and smithing, they have the same looks as Warcraft orcs, but in a human size and a bit darker skin.
Argonians and Khajiit are categorized under Beast.
Argonians are the Lizardmen with human figures.
Khajiit are people with heads and fur of cats.
Both races are good at stealth.
With that knowledge in mind, I choose the 'Human' section and then 'Nord'.
They might not seem attractive to a first-time player, but Nords are all good. They have 50% Frost resistance and combat talent bonus. Also, they are good looking, tall, and fair-haired folk. More than that, they are the natives of Skyrim.
I would normally not worry about racial buffs or abilities because with a high level enchanting and gear, all of that is meaningless.
After selecting the race, another box popped up asking for the gender and the name. I normally play as a male, but I had no name in mind.
Maybe the name "Jon" would do for now. I use it a lot since I started watching 'Game of Thrones' anyway.
I used my mind to entered the name and it was magically, or mentally, formed.
A piece of cake!
After finishing all that and choosing 'Confirm', the screen changed and all items on it disappeared then another scene from the game came up.
This was the typical first time Skyrim loading screen.
It was a Black Dragon with fiendish appearance, it has a spiky black scales, two rear legs, and two spread out wings. It also posed into a roaring position and looked scary ferocious. The Dragon was standing on a half circular Word Wall and that wall was full of runes of the Dragon Language from the inside.
The dragon itself looked scary and sinister, this is one of the loading screens that shows up every time the players start their gameplay.
There was also some 'game facts and hints' on the bottom right side of the Dragon. It's usually some lore and gameplay related stuff.
First fact or tip was...
"And the Scrolls have foretold, of black wings in the cold, That when brothers wage war come unfurled! Alduin, Bane of Kings, ancient shadow unbound, With a hunger to swallow the world! -- Song of the Dragonborn"
Then...
"When a dragon uses a breath attack like fire or frost, it is speaking in an ancient and powerful language. A battle between two dragons is actually a deadly verbal debate."
Yaaaawn...
"Tiber Septim brought peace to Tamriel in 2E 896, by conquering all of the known world. Thus began the Third Era."
Yes, thank you...
"Nord belief holds that the honored dead live forever in Sovngarde."
It's taking a bit too long...
Tip after tip, fact after fact, it took longer than expected.
Is it Skyrim's most infamous 'Infinite Loading Screen'?
Come on!
Something is not right...
It's almost an hour and the loading is not done yet.
Didn't they say the headset will make the performance much better?
The hell is going on?
Okay, this is serious!
I can't do anything in the loading screen, and there are little to no methods to sort this kind of situation.
'Emergency Logout!'
Nothing...
'Force Quit!'
Also nothing...
'Task Manager!' 'Restart Program!'
I suddenly realized that I am not aware of the track of time anymore.
This has taken too long.
I am feeling some pain in my head.
What the fuck is going on?
Seriously, what the hell is this all about?
Did I perhaps put my head in an uncomfortable position?
I can't even seem to force myself out.
I don't want to spend six hours like this!
Is it because of the number of mods I added?
I do admit that five hundred mods are quite the amount but I thought it was fine.
After a long while, the loading screen blacked and nothing appeared on it anymore.
Even its music has faded away.
All that is left was blackness. Just blackness!
It has been loading for an hour. I am starting to feel sick of seeing the color black.
I feel dizzy.
I feel like a stone in water.
I feel tired and sleepy too.
this is bad!
Why do I feel sleepy while actually sleeping in a FDVR set?
This doesn't make any sense.
I can't hold on much longer.
I hope the headset forcefully pull me back out.
Please...
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