I'm going to work again to earn money.
Some memories and dreams always trouble me. The things I wrote have been bothering me for many years. I constantly alternate between reality and sleep, experiencing and witnessing them as if they had already happened.
I'm not writing a novel. I merely organized the feelings and memories I've experienced and expressed them through my words. In fact, many people have had similar experiences, or their experiences may differ, but they simply didn't have the conditions, methods or means to record them; for instance, they couldn't write, didn't have access to computers, or threw away the records soon after making them; or their memories of the experiences were too fragmented, and they simply didn't have the time or the intention to think about and record these things.
I'm the same as you all. I'm just trying to keep a record. If the record is not good or the thinking is not comprehensive, please don't scold me. I can do the recording and thinking. I already think it's quite remarkable for me.