It's been 1 month, my treatment was really bad in the first 2 weeks. It turns out that every night he would deprive me of hearing and vision, and bind me with handcuffs or ropes depending on the weather.
And then he would start to fuck me, and with that I was forced to try to make my brain feel more calm and focused only on him to avoid panic attacks. I must say that Yeom's advice of not doing anything is painful.
Of course, 1 month of this routine helped me keep all my focus on him, so now it's not as bad anymore. Furthermore, after spending hours and hours every night doing this, in the morning I could do whatever I wanted inside the house and took the time to sleep.
The worst of all is Arthur's rest days. He obviously couldn't maintain the routine of having sex with me all night every night and still go to work, so on the nights when he slept, I was trapped and deprived of my senses.
