Serena
It'd been four days since I started bleeding profusely. Greg was in a state of confusion as he said I was never supposed to bleed that way.
Yes… as a woman that just lost her baby, it was natural to lose some blood. But in my case however… the blood I lost and was still losing was so freaking much.
And I on the other hand didn't know what to do to help my situation as the blood continued pouring down nonstop.
Maybe it was the pain of losing my baby or the pain around my lower abdomen, or the heavy cramp or maybe it was the pains I felt in-between my legs and around the back of my head. Courtesy of my fall from the stairs.
Grief, anger, confusion and worse of all guilt gripped me hard around its arms. I felt like it was my fault that we lost our baby. If only I hadn't consumed everything that came my way… then our baby would still be alive inside of me.