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Chapter 45 - Chapter 43: Clocks of the Broken Will

POV: Reader

Location: Citadel of Ash — Upper Spire of Reversal

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The air buzzed, but not with electricity.

It was the pressure of time, thrumming like a dying heart. Each breath we took felt recycled, each second already lived. My ears rang, but there was no sound — just a rhythm like ticking bones buried under velvet silence.

We had arrived.

> The Upper Spire of Reversal.

Final floor of the Citadel of Ash.

A wound in the sky where time refused to move forward.

Clocks floated in the dark like forgotten moons — shattered, reversed, looped. Their hands spun independently, some too fast, others not at all. The numbers on their faces bled ink. Some had no hands. Some had too many.

Above us, the ceiling was not stone. It was a dome of shattered sky, cycling day and night in endless flicker — noon to dusk to midnight to dawn again — all within the blink of an eye.

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Jiwoon whispered, "Is it just me, or is it… watching us?"

"It's not just you," Ereze replied, her eyes scanning the time-ruined horizon. "This whole place feels like a memory we're not supposed to witness."

> And she was right.

This wasn't just a trial.

It was someone's regret — still breathing, still bleeding.

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We stepped further into the spire.

With every step, the ground pulsed underfoot — not like stone, but like something alive. Something stitched from discarded hours.

And then, it spoke.

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> A chorus of voices.

A whisper that echoed through all the clocks at once:

> "Who are you, to walk into the wound of the world?"

A figure began to descend from above — slowly, as if reluctant to exist.

He wasn't falling.

> He was being lowered — by time itself.

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He hovered inches above the floor.

Clad in wires and cracked dials, a golden hourglass fused to his chest — its sand flowing upward. His face was hidden beneath a hood made of braided watch hands. Every breath he took released a puff of calendar dust.

> "I am the Custodian of Fractured Time," he declared.

"And this… is the trial of what could not be."

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> [Trial Triggered: Clocks of the Broken Will]

Face your moment of collapse.

Accept it. Name it. Refuse its erasure.

Victory unlocks the Gear of Refusal.

Failure results in recursive loop collapse.

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We barely had time to prepare before Jiwoon vanished.

One moment he stood beside me — the next, he was a frozen figure of himself. Eyes wide, mouth open in a silent scream. Memory-light poured from his chest, replaying a scene over and over like a corrupted file.

> "Aeri… Aeri… Aeri…"

I reached for him.

But the light burned my hand.

> "No interference," the Custodian warned. "Each must face their own fracture."

Ereze gave one slow exhale. "Then I'll go next."

She stepped forward willingly.

And the moment she did — the world turned red.

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Ereze's Trial

We could see it. Not clearly — but enough to hurt.

A war-torn valley. Flames climbing the sky like a prophecy fulfilled.

Bodies of her comrades strewn like discarded dolls.

A child — her youngest sister, blade impaled through her side — crying out.

> "Why didn't you come back?"

"You promised, Ereze."

Younger Ereze stood in the center of the field, hands drenched in blood.

The current Ereze knelt beside her.

> "Because coming back meant dying there with you."

> "But I'm still dying."

> "Then I'll carry you. Every day forward."

She didn't rewrite it. She didn't run from it.

She refused to change it.

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The memory shattered.

And she emerged — silent, pale, but whole.

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My heart pounded.

Because now the Custodian turned to me.

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Reader's Trial

> "What is your fracture?" he asked.

I didn't answer.

Because I didn't need to.

A mirror appeared before me — curved like a crescent moon, etched with runes from a thousand narratives.

And reflected in it—

> Me.

But not this me.

The Me I Read About.

From the book. From the legend.

The Reader who made all the right decisions.

Who was always one step ahead.

Who won every duel. Who never got anyone killed.

> The ideal.

The lie.

He stepped through the mirror.

Armor polished. Eyes sharp. Every motion perfect.

He didn't speak. He didn't need to.

He raised a blade of chronosteel — glowing with the weight of every alternate ending.

And lunged.

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We fought.

Or rather — I survived.

His strikes were flawless. Predictable only because I'd seen them in fiction. But that didn't make them easier.

Every parry hurt.

> "Why are you here?"

"You're not the hero."

"You don't belong."

My legs buckled.

He kicked me back.

> "You got lucky. You stumbled into this story. You weren't written for it."

I laughed, bitter.

> "Maybe not. But I bled for it."

He paused.

> "You're not me."

> "No," I replied. "And thank god."

> "I forget names. I miss cues. I say the wrong thing. I freeze when people need me. I fight even when I know I'll lose. I make horrible choices and then try to live with them."

I dropped my weapon.

> "But I keep going. Because if I stop — I really do become you."

The mirror self vanished.

Leaving behind a single, ancient cog — blackened by time, warm to the touch.

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> [Trait Acquired: Gear of Refusal]

You are immune to fate-induced narrative loops. Once per arc, you may nullify a predetermined loss, betrayal, or collapse.

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I gasped as I reappeared beside Ereze.

Jiwoon had just collapsed to his knees — whispering something.

She caught him.

"Did you…?"

He nodded. "I remembered. Letting Aeri go… wasn't failure. It was… it was me choosing not to become like the people who destroyed her."

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The Custodian hovered in front of us.

The clocks around him ticked, finally.

> "Three fragments refused erasure. Three voices remembered their silence."

> "You are not perfect. But you are… persistent."

He raised his arm.

The sky peeled open.

Not light — time — pouring downward like liquid gold.

A staircase unfurled.

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> Made not of stone.

But of woven seconds.

Seconds we refused to let go of.

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We climbed.

Not looking back.

With every step, the past tried to whisper. To call us down.

But we didn't answer.

> We were the ones who kept walking.

The ones who wouldn't let time decide who we were.

The ones who knew that being broken was not the same as being finished.

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