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Chapter 15 - Chapter 15: Threads of the Past

The monsoon wept outside in relentless torrents, each drop drumming against her window, as though nature itself were mourning with Purvi. She stood there, framed by that rain-streaked glass, the memory of Ayaan's voice echoing in her mind: "If you'll let me, I'll spend every day making it up to you." She realized, with startling clarity, how many days she'd spent reconstructing herself, and how many he had spent reconstructing himself—both in need of healing, both unsure.

She wrapped her arms around herself, feeling the ache of trust's fragility. It wasn't that she doubted his words entirely—it was that words had failed her once, unraveling under the pressure of distance and hurt. The deeper fear was that she might repeat the same mistake, that the thread connecting them would stretch again, and snap.

She sighed, pulling her knees to her chest. Maybe, just maybe, she thought, trust isn't a guarantee—it's a choice, renewed every day. She made a tentative promise to herself, as the rain recorded her vow.

The next morning dawned gray and somber, but Purvi dressed as if the weather didn't matter. She wore a soft blue kurta, the color reminiscent of calm skies, hoping it might anchor her. She paused in the mirror, studying her reflection—the third time she'd looked today. There was a quiet strength in her eyes now, veins of resolve tracing a path through the lingering shadows.

Her phone buzzed. Karan: Coffee after the NGO?

She paused, thumb hovering—then typed back: Yes, and I might need a pep talk.

At the NGO, she found Karan in the small courtyard, his smile instantly warming her. He handed her a cup of masala chai as she approached.

"You look... thoughtful," he said gently.

She sipped, letting the steam cloud her thoughts before replying. "I saw Ayaan this morning."

His expression flickered between concern and composure. She braced herself for the vulnerability that stirred her lips. "He wants to rebuild things," she whispered.

He placed a hand on her shoulder. "And how do you feel?"

She exhaled softly. "I'm scared. I'm afraid of getting hurt again."

He nodded. "Understandable. But sometimes being scared means you're still moving forward." He paused, offering an unspoken comfort. "You've come so far, Purvi."

A wave of gratitude rippled through her. She drew a shaky breath and managed a small nod. "I have. And I don't want to throw it all away."

Karan smiled, relief and encouragement mingling in his gaze. He leaned in conspiratorially. "Want to get coffee later? No drama. Just something warm and safe."

"Only if there's chocolate cake," she said, matching his tone.

"It'll be there," he promised.

She spent the morning in teaching sessions, her students' laughter buoying her spirit. When the afternoon humidity crept in, she welcomed the sweet escape in their presence. Focused on guiding small hands to create art, she lost herself in vibrant colors and innocent delight.

Their coffee date was simple but perfect. The café was draped in ferns, golden lights glowing like fireflies. They sat across from each other, hands curled warmly around steaming mugs.

Karan watched her, eyes tender. "You look... lighter."

"Maybe I am," she allowed.

He gave her a slow, appreciative smile. "I'm glad."

They spoke of small victories and favorite books—but beneath the light chatter lay shared understanding, a mutual holding of trust.

He reached across, brushing her fingers. "It's just us," he murmured, "and everything's okay."

In that moment, she believed him. Truly.

But the calm was punctured by the arrival of Ayaan's message: Can we meet? Tomorrow. 4 PM.

Her heart pounded. Angry tears threatened—anger at his timing, at the echo of his mistakes. She deleted the message, then stared at the blank screen. Should I? Or is this another test?

Across the table, Karan steadied her. "You don't owe him anything. Except the truth: if that's what you want."

She met his gaze, his honesty anchoring her. Her resolve shifted gently. "I want to know what he has to say. But—only this once."

He squeezed her hand. "I'll be here."

That evening, she packed a small bag. A change of clothes, snacks, her notebook. She stood by her door, hesitating in the threshold—her home felt like both a sanctuary and a cage. She stepped out, closing the door with soft resolve.

As she walked to the café, thunder rumbled overhead—distant, rolling, a mirror of her heart's chaos. At the meeting spot, he was already waiting, seated with a single rose on the table.

The sight twisted her heart—nostalgia and caution warred.

She sat. He stood, place the rose in a vase, voice catching: "Thanks for coming."

The weight between them settled in mutual silence.

He started slowly. "I lost myself in other things," he admitted. "I thought I could... I thought I didn't need closure or truth. I ran. Hard."

She watched him, noting every tremor in his voice, every shift in posture.

"I shouldn't have ended things the way I did. It was cowardice—not love. And for that, I'm deeply sorry."

Her vision blurred. "You showed up with someone else. You chose not to come back."

He swallowed. "Because I was broken, and I didn't want to hurt you more. But I see now how that hurt more."

She breathed in as lawless rain began to streak the window. "I spent months picking up pieces of me he fractured," she confessed. "It changed me."

"I know," he said. "And I'm so, so sorry."

She met his gaze, heart quivering. "What do you want?"

He reached—but hesitated. "A chance to be better. To help you heal instead of hurting you."

Silence flooded. She studied the rose, the damp petals echoing her conflict.

Finally, she spoke: "I can't promise forever. I don't know if I'll ever trust the same. But... I'm willing to try."

Love is not always perfect. She knew that. But it was worth the risk.

They fell into cautious steps—coffee dates, library chats, shared meals—like starting again in slow motion. Their laughter returned, unexpected and tender; old familiarity mingled with new caution.

One evening, after volunteering at the NGO, they walked home beneath streetlamp halos. Karan paused, pulling her close. She closed her eyes in the warmth.

Ayaan's name floated up—unexpected. She turned. "I saw him again."

Karan glanced over her shoulder. "Where?"

"At the corner," she replied. "He looked like he was thinking of you... or me."

Karan wrapped an arm around her. They stood together, rain beginning again, unrelenting.

She fought the echo of old fear—but this time, it receded beneath a different strength: the quiet knowledge that she wasn't alone anymore.

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