"Alan! One bandage" ask Wasez from his shopkeeper friend.
Wasez said while giving bandage to Sahd, "where is Shah (Younger brother of Alan)."
He replied, "at second floor."
Sahd gave Alan money and Wasez grabbed his hand take him upstairs. There was a bed on which Shah lying. When he saw Sahd he stand and walk towards Sahd. After seeing the blood he asked with concern, "What happened to your hand?"
Sahd replied, "While cutting the apple the knife slip and that's it."
He said, "Who gave you knife at such young age? Where is your mom? How can you be so careless? Don't do this again?"
Sahd didn't say anything. Shah took him to the washroom and start cleaning his blood. Sahd said that he'll do this but Shah didn't listen and start cleaning his wound and put the bandage.
When Sahd start walking towards stairs he held his hand and said, "Come sit here, a lil bit." Wase pulled Sahd and throw him on the bed and lay beside Sahd. Shah lay on other side. Sahd start feeling uncomfortable and also uneasy. After a while, Wasez said, "I'll be coming.....wait here."
Sahd said, "I have to go home, it's 11'O clock of night." But Shah pulled him backward and Wasez said, "I'll be going with you just wait for me..... I'm coming." And went downstairs.
Shah said, "Do you know Sahd? Wher I first saw you?"
Sahd replied coldly, "No."
He said, "At Wasez home, when you come at the noon and you and Wasez were alone in the room..... suddenly someone knocked and you fled the room. That was me.....I saw a glimpse of you at that day and want to meet you but didn't get a chance. Thank God! Fate bring you here."
Sahd replied, "Ok..... I'm going home, if I be late then Mom will scold me." But Shah pull Sahd backward and straddle on him and said,
"Can I kiss you?"
Sahd refused.
But he held Sahd hand tightly and pin them on the bed and start pulling his clothes.
Sahd refused and start screaming.
Shah said, "Just a kiss and I'll let you go, why are you throwing so much tantrum."
Sahd said angrily, "I don't want to.....just let me go."
He replied, "if you didn't give me a kiss then I'll not let you go."
Sahd start crying. Seeing Sahd he let go of him instantly. Sahd start running through downstairs and come down and saw Wasez was laughing with Alan and drinking Coke.
Sahd said, "I'll deal with you later." And walk out.
[The next day evening]
Sahd coming back home and Wasez and Shaaz standing there. When he tried to pass by Shaaz stop Sahd and said, "why are you not talking to uncle?"
Sahd replied, "None of your buisness."
Wasez held his hand and said, "I didn't mean to left you there, when I heard your scream, I was coming but Alan stop me."
Sahd replied, "When I want to go with you, you left me there.....you know Shah's nature he is always like this but you left me with him all alone."
Wasez said, "I didn't mean to."
Sahd said, "Just let me go and fuck off or say sorry."
Wasez didn't say sorry but he hugged Sahd and Shaaz said, "Uncle is waiting for you here from the morning he feel bad what he did....just forgive him."
Sahd said, "hmm." And went home.
But this time Sahd didn't forgive Wasez, he just wants to end the conversation that's why he agreed. All he want to hear was Sorry but he didn't say. Wasez's behaviour hurts Sahd sentiments so much that now he doesn't love him anymore and he also accept him just only as a sex partner.
At first, Sahd didn't notice this lack of affection, but after a while, it started to bother him. He realized that while they were physically close, there was no emotional depth—just conversations about trivial matters and nothing about their feelings. Sahd wanted to ask Wasez why he hadn't expressed any love or proposed, but he couldn't muster the courage.
Now he knows that Wasez isn't capable of real love and also he hope that one day Wasez feels regret for what he did to him.
Summer passed in sadness and winter came again. But Wasez doesn't change they just do sex.
[At night]
Little bol cold wind and Sahd was walking on roof while shaking but he wants to get some fresh air. He didn't expect Wasez but he was there and looking Sahd. When Sahd looked at him he walk towards Sahd and jump on Sahd's roof and grabbed Sahd by his waist and pull him forward, start kissing on his neck, chicks and hands. Sahd also starts kissing him. When wase tried to undress Sahd he refused.
Wasez said, "here is no one."
Sahd said, "I'm feeling cold."
Wasez said, "I'll make you warm." And undress Sahd and Sahd undress him.
Then he start tickling on Sahd's legs and grabbed him to pull up and put them on his waist and throw Sahd on bedding and put the blanket on. Again he put Sahd's legs on his waist and start rubbing his D on Sahd's ass while kissing on his neck then Wase asked, "Can I do the fingering." Sahd refused but he insisted and said, "please, you don't want to do the sex and I didn't force, I bring the lubricant with me just only fingering, I oromise when you feel pain I'll stop."
Sahd smiled and Wasez put the lubricant on his finger and turn Sahd lay beside him and slowly start rubbing his finger roundly outside and then he start rubbing his hole outer part and take his finger slightly in and out, a lil bit in and then out and said, "Sahd! Close your eyes and relax."
He again start kissing on Sahd's neck and turn in aggressive mode also start doing fingering fastly that Sahd's start moaning. Sahd starts rubbing Wasez D and he also start moaning and then he starts doing fingering fastly that his hand spank on Sahd's ass. And Wasez cum on Sahd's ass.
After wiping Sahd's ass from his handkerchief and asked, "Is it good?"
Sahd's replied with shakily breathe, "No." And smiled.
Wasez said, "But from your sounds, it look like something else."
Sahd replied, "if you know, then why are you asking me?"
Wasez said, "Look like you had so much fun.....umm.....what about sex?? Want to do next time??"
Sahd refused.
He asked again, "Why?? Just one time....if you feel pain I'll stop."
But Sahd refused and stand from there, start walking towards stairs.
Wasez said, "Okay! Without your permission, I'll never do it."
Sahd smiled and left.
Months went by with similar incidents. Occasionally, Wasez harassed Sahd in front of Shaaz. But now Sahd also confront Wasez.
Sahd made a habit of ignoring Wasez's mistakes, even when they were significant. He didn't realize it was wrong to ignore the big ones.
But Sahd was deeply in love—it was his first love, and he was crazy for Wasez.
Wasez break Sahd's heart everyday but never apologize. Sahd starts just ignoring him. Now, he knows that it'll waste of time to be with Wasez and he just doing romance with him.