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Chapter 5 - What We're Willing to Lose

There was no more light.

No sky, no ground, no horizon.

Just him… and the voice.

It was no longer neutral.

It now vibrated with a metallic edge, like a blade suspended in the air—

a threat so sharp it sliced through even the silence.

— This is your final warning.

Not a shout.

A guillotine.

— The next time you scream… it will be your end.

Rays froze.

His breath vanished, crushed by an unseen weight.

His heart beat against his ribs like a trapped beast.

He took a step back. Then another.

His hands trembled, as if the darkness might bite them.

— I… I'm sorry… I'm sorry…

A whisper. Then a panicked gasp:

— So… what do I do?

The voice responded, still inhuman, unwavering:

— You choose.

— Choose what…?

— Sacrifice or escape. Growth or the beast.

Rays dropped to his knees.

His hands covered his face, as if his palms could smother the memories.

— I don't want to… not again… I don't want to relive that…

His voice broke.

— That world… where I'm ignored. Where I'm invisible. Where I speak, and no one hears. Where I reach out, and they tear my hand away.

Silence.

— I'm tired of being nothing.

The voice, relentless:

— Whatever you choose, pain will follow. Either you suffer to become… or you refuse to suffer, and make others suffer instead.

A beat.

Something inside him snapped.

He raised his head. Slowly.

And in his eyes, something burned.

Not hope.

Anger.

— You want me to sacrifice… for them?

He gritted his teeth.

His fists clenched.

— For parents who abandoned me? For classmates who humiliated me? For a world that watched me fall… and never reached out?

His voice rose, cracked:

— FOR THEM?

He screamed.

A cry from the gut.

A cry you don't learn to silence.

— Let them all rot! I want their place! Their comfort! Their peace! Their power!

He was shaking.

He wasn't speaking anymore—he was roaring.

Words turned to fangs.

— I've lost everything. Everything. So yeah, I'd rather become a monster. Become the thing they fear. Drink their blood, if that's what it takes to finally exist!

Then suddenly, the fire died.

A single word escaped his lips.

Fragile.

— Rex…

His voice cracked.

Like an echo in a forgotten cave.

— How is he… Rex?

For the first time, the voice felt almost… human.

Not gentle—but less sharp.

It answered with a question:

— And you, Rays… who do you live for?

He fell silent for a moment.

Then, in a low, trembling voice:

— Rex… he waits for me. Every day. In front of the door.

His lips quivered.

— He doesn't understand why I left. He thinks I'm coming back. He… he barely eats. He sleeps against my shoes.

Tears ran down his cheeks.

— He'll die if I don't come back.

He clenched his fists, pressing them into the invisible floor—into the formless void.

— Maybe I'm broken. Maybe I'm a coward. Maybe I'm already lost.

But him… he still believes in me.

A breath.

A vow.

— I accept. Not for the world. Not for them.

But for him.

His voice rang out like an oath:

— I'll move to the second stage. For Rex.

And then… something shifted.

The voice softened. Its edge melted.

It now sounded almost… respectful.

— Wish accepted. Preparing second stage of Eternal Regret.

Around him, the void quivered.

Lines of light—pale, flickering—etched themselves into the dark.

Like scars on cosmic skin.

— Welcome to Doubt.

And Rays fell.

Not into an abyss—

but into a memory.

One that did not belong to him.

A heartbeat.

But not his own.

A four-legged heartbeat.

The one that had never stopped waiting for him.

Rex.

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