-Amber's POV-
When I left Endora a year ago, the only person that still lingered on my mind was Alex.
I hated myself that I had a twist personality and strange sexual desires that I carried. It all began when I was just five years old growing up in a family with no love. I had four siblings I was the youngest among them, moreover there were a large year gap between my sibling and me, and all of them were male.
My mother died shortly after giving birth to me.
I was mostly raised by the maids in the estate. My father and brothers were always busy with works or training, and I was left alone, without care from my siblings, and love from my father.
As I grew older, I became more aggressive and short-tempered. Even the maids and butlers around the house grew annoyed with me.
When I turned ten, I fell in love with swinging sword, it help me escape from reality when I swang it. It was the only thing that made me feel alive.
But people kept saying that a girl wasn't supposed to wield a sword. My brothers mocked me, calling me useless. Even my father… he never looked at me again after my mother died.
As my stress built up over the years, I began to lose control of my temper. People around me friends, servants, even classmates starting to avoid me. I could see the fear in their eyes, the way they kept their distance. Then my father told me to stay at home and continue my studies there. I wasn't allowed to attend school because of my short temper; I would always get into fights and cause trouble everywhere I went.
Every day after studying, I would train with my sword and read books by myself.
Then one day, I came across a strange book. It was a pornographic book, one that focused entirely on sex and twisted desires.
It caught my attention. I soon discovered that pleasure could help me relieve my stress and escape from this painful reality I lived in.
Over time, I developed a habit, after training or studying, I would masturbate myself in secret. At first, it helped me cope but soon, I lost control of it, just like I had with my temper.
Rumours and gossip began to spread about my twisted behaviour. By the time I turned fifteen, no one dared to propose to me. People whisper behind my back, calling me improper, even labelling me a slut or whore.
The stress kept building until I felt completely lost in this world. I began sneaking out at night, training with my sword in the wild, hunting monsters and demonic beasts, just to feel something.
Whenever I tried to speak with people, my expression turned cold and aggressive without me realizing. I couldn't talk properly anymore. My presence alone made people flinch. They were afraid of me… just from the way I looked at them.
Even the servants and maids wanted nothing to do with me. I was truly alone.
The only things that gave me any sense of relief were my sword and pleasuring myself. They were the only things that dulled my pain for a moment.
It continued like that until I turned eighteen. That was when my family finally decided to cast me out.
They stripped me of my name and sent me away from the estate.
I left everything behind and became an adventurer. Over the years, I climbed the ranks—eventually reaching S-rank and even earning a name for myself.
But my heart remained empty.
I never knew love. I never had true friends. People always looked at me with suspicion or fear. All I ever wanted was to be accepted by my family… but even after everything I achieved, they didn't care. They only said that I had brought shame to the family.
Until one day, I saw a request asking to assist a small village called Endora.
I decided to accept it and made my way there. It was a quiet, humble village, small and peaceful. The people were kind, and the job wasn't difficult. We mostly stood guard and made sure no one wandered too deep into the forest.
That's when I noticed a strange boy, Alex.
He had black hair, a well-defined body for his age, and a strikingly handsome face. He stood out immediately. However, there was somethings in his eye, it was fear and resentment, he always wears a gloomy look and cling to the chief daughter, Alice.
Later, I found out that the villagers living here called him a monster all because of his black hair.
I remembered hearing stories long time ago about an extinct race. Their bodies grew differently from normal humans, maturing faster and becoming stronger at a young age.
They were known for their black hair and for being powerful, aggressive, and feared by many.
But when I saw him in the village, he didn't look dangerous, he looked pitiful.
It was like looking at a reflection of my younger self.
He was only thirteen, yet his body had grown like someone in their twenties, like me. I watched as he worked hard around the village, constantly being called on, used by others to do heavy tasks or errands, never thanked, never appreciated.
They treated him like a tool not a person.
Then one day, the village chief, Simon, asked me to call his daughter to help organize an upcoming village event.
I went to her room… and made the mistake of entering without knocking.
I saw Alice was pleasuring Alex's hard dick with both of her hand, but Alex's face looked distressed and saddening which make me question myself, how come he didn't feel relieve during the process, because pleasuring always help me escape form this sad reality.
After that day, something in me changed. I kept thinking about his expression after he ejaculated. I wanted to show him what pleasuring truly meant.
And one day, I finally caught him as he was heading toward the forest, the same path he always took to collects firewood.
I grabbed his hand and led him deeper into the forest, to a quiet, secluded spot. There, I laid out a white blanket I had prepared. I wanted to teach him more about pleasuring and sex, even though I never had sex before but seeing his sorrow face made my heart aches.
However, when I tried to talk to him, the words that came out from my mouth were all wrong, harsh, sharp-edged, like they always did. Surprisingly, he agrees to what I said and follow it.
Despite his age, Alex's body was well-built and striking. He was muscular and handsome, though his messy hair gave him a slightly wild appearance.
After he undress his clothes and lay down on the blanket, I slowly lean close to him and place my body on top of him.
I followed what the book that taught me. Then I began to lick his body until I reached to his lower part and my lord it was huge even though it was still soft, it looked nothing like the book.
I began to lick it and suck his ball gently until it's hard. And to my surprise it huge, his hard erected cock was massive than the one I saw from the book.
Seeing his hard and stiff dick like this make pussy dripping wet suddenly. I always play pleasuring my pussy with objects but right now for the first time in my life, a real dick right in front of me, not just a normal dick but a huge one here. My mind was clouded; I slowly insert his dick into my pussy. It was warm and stiff inside my pussy, it felt amazing as it penetrated inisde me, the pleasure was out of this world, I couldn't stop moaning as my inside crying more for his dick.
And I always make sure to tell him to pull out whenever he reached climax, I don't want to bear a child a yet. When we done, I was surprised that Alex's expression was still the same, which make me think that I didn't do it property or enough to make him relieve his stress. I had no choice but to tell him to meet me here every time I called him. I wanted to see his happy face after we had sex.
Three or four time a week for one whole year, I called him to meet me here, I began to teach him and try different kind of sex position that I learn from the book. However, Alex expression was worsen than before, I felt like he didn't enjoy it even though he always hard and cum whenever we had sex which make me really confused.
As time went on, I began to grow fond of Alex, his dick and his body was already captivated me, also his personality. He always greeted me with a gentle smile whenever we met, and sometimes, that smile made my heart flutter.
But everything changed when my father summoned me back to the estate.