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Chapter 3 - Heartbeats and Headphones

The streets had settled into a quiet hum by the time Jamal trudged back to his block, the echo of earlier verses still thumping in his chest like a second heartbeat. Every time he blinked, he saw that small crowd, heard the raw cheers, felt the weight of Big Jay's nod burning into his memory. It wasn't fame, not even close,but it was more than the silence or mocking laughs he'd known. It was the spark of something real, something that could grow if he fed it right.

He shoved open the front door of the apartment, stepping over a busted sneaker and the splintered leg of a chair that had been useless since before Christmas. Inside, the TV flickered on mute, playing some old sitcom rerun that cast a faint glow across the room. DeShawn was sprawled on the couch, chips scattered across his chest like medals, a controller lying abandoned on the floor, its buttons worn from too many late nights.

Jamal smirked and shook his head, muttering under his breath,

"Lazy ass."

He kicked off his sneakers, the soles scuffed and peeling, and grabbed a water bottle from the fridge. The inside light blinked weakly when he opened the door, flickering like it was too tired to care, casting a dim glow on the nearly empty shelves.

He leaned against the counter, took a long sip, the cool water cutting through the dryness in his throat, and pulled out his phone. The system icon glowed faintly in the corner, a steady reminder that today wasn't a dream or a fluke. He tapped it, the screen lighting up his face in the dark kitchen.

"STATUS: LEVEL 1 RAPPER – RECOGNIZED LOCALLY"

"SKILLS UNLOCKED: FREESTYLE MASTERY LV1, BEAT SYNC SENSE LV1, FLOW CONTROL LV1"

"REPUTATION: +12 – LOCALS RESPECT YOUR GRIND"

He read the last line twice, the words sinking in like a punch to the gut, stirring something deep. Respect from the streets wasn't handed out easy, and that +12 felt like a badge he'd earned with sweat and soul. He swiped to the "Quests" tab, expecting a new challenge, but found nothing fresh, no missions, no cryptic popups, just a single quote at the bottom, stark against the black screen.

"Your voice will take you further than your feet ever could."

He locked the screen and slid the phone into his pocket, feeling that restless fire build again. His body ached from the day, muscles tight from standing tall under pressure, but his mind buzzed like a live wire, refusing to shut down.

He needed music.

He wandered to the corner of the living room where his setup waited. It wasn't much, just a scratched-up desk littered with old receipts, a secondhand laptop with a cracked screen, an old interface box with one working input, and a cheap mic dangling from a coat hanger he'd bent into a makeshift boom arm. But this cramped space was his sanctuary, a refuge from the chaos outside. The desk wobbled as he sat, the chair creaking under his weight, but he didn't care. This was where he came alive.

He plugged in his headphones, the worn padding pressing against his ears, and clicked open FL Studio, the software stuttering as it loaded. He pulled up a beat he'd found last week, something smooth, soulful, with drums tapping soft under a rising piano loop that felt like it carried his heartbeat. The sound filled his head, wrapping around him like a warm blanket.

He closed his eyes, head bobbing as the rhythm took hold, and started freestyling.

Not for points. Not for fans. Just for him.

"No stage, no lights, no crowd to impress, Just a broke kid starin' at life feelin' stressed, Mama gone, pops ghost, rent past due, Still I spit truths like the sky still blue…"

The words poured out easy, rough around the edges but true, cutting through the noise of his doubts. It wasn't polished, but it felt like the kind of truth that could shatter the fake smiles and empty promises around him. His voice cracked once, but he pushed through, letting the beat guide him.

His headphones vibrated gently, and a soft pulse flashed in the corner of his vision, a subtle glow from the system.

"VOCAL STABILITY IMPROVED. FLOW FLUIDITY +5%"

Jamal leaned back in the chair, the creak echoing in the quiet, and exhaled slowly. The system wasn't just for battles, it was listening while he practiced, training him without fanfare, shaping him into something more. He rubbed his eyes, the screen's light blurring for a moment, and glanced at the time. 1:12 a.m. glowed in the corner, a reminder that the world outside was asleep, but his mind was wide awake.

His body finally started feeling the weight of the day, legs heavy from walking, shoulders tight from the cypher's tension, but his thoughts raced too fast to let him rest. So he did what he always did when the noise inside got loud, he wrote.

He flipped to a blank page in his old spiral notebook, the corners curled from years of use, coffee stains marking the edges like battle scars. At the very front, a faded scrawl read "Make them listen," a promise he'd scratched there after his mom's funeral. The pen moved without thought, the ink bleeding slightly on the cheap paper.

"I ain't ask for struggle, it just came with the crib, Pain rent-free, and it won't let me live, But I write like I'm climbin' outta holes I ain't dug, Like I'm talkin' to the silence that never showed love…"

The more he wrote, the more his chest loosened, each line lifting a weight off his ribs like a slow release. His mother used to tell him writing was a kind of healing, that words were like salve if you stitched the right ones together. He missed her every damn day, her laugh, her hands smoothing his hair, her voice telling him he'd be somebody. The ache was a constant companion, but the pen kept it from swallowing him whole.

The sound of the door creaking broke his focus, a sharp intrusion into his thoughts.

He turned and saw Auntie B shuffle in, her work uniform creased with sweat and exhaustion, her face drawn and tired as hell. She paused when she saw him, the notebook in his lap, the headphones still dangling around his neck.

She gave a slight nod, her eyes soft but heavy.

"You still up?" she asked, her voice rough from a long shift.

"Couldn't sleep," he replied, setting the pen down.

"Needed to clear my head."

She looked at his setup, the laptop, the mic, the scattered papers, then at the notebook.

Her eyes didn't say much, but they held something deep, worry, maybe, or the weight of years watching dreams crumble under bills and bus schedules.

"You know, I ain't mad at you for wanting more," she said, leaning against the doorframe.

"But don't forget you still gotta eat. Still gotta keep the lights on."

Her words carried the strain of a woman who'd carried too much, her hands trembling slightly as she adjusted her apron.

"I know," Jamal said quietly, his voice low, respectful but firm.

She reached out, her rough hand touching his shoulder, a rare gesture of connection.

"Your mama believed in you. But she also wanted you safe."

Her fingers lingered, then dropped, as if the memory hurt too much to hold.

He nodded, meeting her gaze.

"I wanna be more than safe."

She gave him a tired smile, the lines around her eyes deepening.

"Then be smart. And don't let that music make you blind to everything else."

She turned, her footsteps slow as she headed to her room, the door clicking shut behind her with a soft finality.

Jamal sat there for a while, the beat still looping in his headphones, a quiet companion to his thoughts. He thought about the system, its steady guidance. The crowd's cheers, raw and real. That quiet voice in his chest that kept whispering he had something worth sharing. He clicked save on the project file, the laptop whirring as it processed, and shut it down, the screen fading to black.

He needed rest, his body screaming for it now, but his mind clung to the day's victories.

As he climbed into bed, the mattress sagging under his weight, the system whispered one last time, a soft hum in his ear.

"NEW TASK UNLOCKED: FIND YOUR SOUND. CREATE A 1-MINUTE ORIGINAL TRACK. PRIZE: STUDIO MODE LV1."

He smiled in the dark, the room's shadows wrapping around him like a promise.

This was just the beginning.

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