"Hyung," I smiled at Ki-hoon. "...will you carry me again?"
He looked at me, surprised and a bit worried but he nodded and said,
"Sure."
The others might end up getting jealous once they find out that Ki-hoon had gotten the special privilege of carrying me in such a way, but for that moment, I simply didn't want to think about it.
The worst they could do was try to do the same, right? That means more mama bears for me, haha.
Ki-hoon got up and I also got up.
"I'll retire for the night," I said, bowing my head lightly, but I did not make eye contact before looking away, and then Ki-hoon carried me.
Just like before, he swooped me up with little to no effort with his hands on my thighs, and then I wrapped my arms around his neck.
That memory really drained me instantly and it made me feel weird. It made me feel uncomfortable but it was even more reason for me to try and address it.
Maybe this was not the best way but...