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Chapter 171 - Mind you, I'm great with alcohol

I wanted to kiss him.

At the point of that thought, to be honest, I don't know exactly why I was feeling that way but I thought maybe it had to do with the fact that I never confronted the desires I felt.

The urges that subconsciously pushed me.

The urges that I ignored for my own good.

And at that point, I think I finally understood why I kept pushing aside the urges and desires. It wasn't just to give them a hard time like I always bragged about.

Instead, it was for something I had not completely understood at that time.

I... I was scared.

Was it scared of falling for them? Was it that I was scared that I would get dragged into a pit that I could never climb from once I gave in?

No, it was because of the things I went through in my past life. My body and heart subconsciously turned away from things like desire and pleasure because of the fear that was silently eating at my heart while I smiled and played with them all day.

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