We were having the best days and time , exam was approaching I went back to my apartment to focus on my studies, it was the first day of exam he called we talked and he wishes me well and hanged up , I went to schl I wrote my exam and was back to the apartment where I took my bath ate something light and started preparing for the next exam, he called me exactly the time I finished reading we talked and chat for an hour , there was love in the air the next day after writing my exam I decided to go and see him he came to pick me up from the school and head to his place I got to his place ,I went straight to the kitchen to prepare something to eat , after that I took my bath and came back to the dining room to have my lunch,
we talked and bnb laugh over things , it was getting dark and we have dinner also and decided to have a movie night , we were at the sitting room when his phone rings I saw the coming call from a lady called cindy ,I took that should be his working mate and nothing else until he went to freshen up and a message popped up saying how wonderful the yesterday was for her she praised how he touched every part of her and how she so much cherished the moments , I was so confused and dumbfounded by the message I confronted him and he said she was just his working mate as I thought and he has nothing to do with her ,maybe the message wasn't meant for him but someone else, I was hurt and pained by that so I asked him to take me back to my apartment he begged me to stay and I refused so I had to come up with an excuse of having an assignment to do before the next day of submission, when i got to the Apartment I open the door and left without saying a word to him he followed me to my room and I slam the door after me he asked what the matter was and I was silent.
I cried and sob for hours without having anyone close to confront me I called a friend of mine nina to come around I need her , without hesitation she came to my apartment and I told her everything, she advised I let him go no matter the love I deserved a better man who will treat me well and not cheat on me I cried in her arms for hours and later fell asleep, she helped me clean and prepare something for me to eat I wasn't having appetite and go to bed crying and hoping it was a dream and not real .
I woke up to his missed calls and messages telling me I shouldn't worry abt what I saw it was just a message and nothing to be angry about Ignored his calls and messages.
whenever he comes to my apartment I act as if am kit around and he will have to go back home , bee called to asked what was going on between us and she told me he came to see her, I narrated everything to her and she was quite and asked if I want to continue or just put an end to the relationship, I never wanted to give up on him bt too many red flags was showed to me already I was speechless and heart broken not wanting to hear from him or see him ,
the term was going to an end and we were given break I packed my luggages and head for home.
I was so happy to be home where I won't have to be alone or lonely, I was happy to be with my family and friends who love me dearly, I took my bath I was served my favorite meal and I took a nap to calm my nerves down,
it was 12mid night I woke up and my sister was there in the room waiting for mr to wake up because she has something to tell me , I was ready to listen to her and she call his name that he called her to tell her that I am ignoring his calls and chats , I never wanted to let her know what was going on but i had no choice she doesn't take no for an answer, I told her everything that has happened and she was speechless ,
she begged me to take his calls and listen to whatever he wants to say .I followed her instructions and pick up his call he sounds horrible and was drunk , I listened and he was so pained and hurts that I am ignoring him and don't want him anymore, after listening i hanged up without saying a word to him , he continued calling and I had to switch off my phone,
the next morning I woke up to his messages begging and apologizing for that I left him unread for a week before decided to answer him,
I gave him my pieces of mind and talks he was so sorry and cried over on the phone, I felt sorry for him and was hurts too I forgave him and let everything pass by .
but on one condition I won't reciprocate his love the wa yh I do I would limits everything until I see changes in him
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it's the month to my birthday I discovered I was late on my period, I was worried and scared for my parents wouldn't accept that from me if I am to be pregnant, i prayed I wasn't I went back to school and we both went for check up I discovered I was pregnant with his child for over a month now , devastated and scared I requested for an abortion, we scheduled the day and time for that .
it was a day to my birthday I went to the hospital and get the abortion done it was a very sad decision to make I cried and has nothing to do because my parents won't accept it and I don't want my life to stop at that point of time and did it and it was a success, I did my birthday on a sick bed regretting and crying, i loss my baby i was so hurt and cried my eyes out .
after some days i started have bleeding and pains over my abdomen it was so unbearable and I had discomfort I was given drugs to take and it subsided and life goes on !!!!